January 28, 2016

The Beach.

I would like to…

  • Enjoy eating and drinking without anxiety and/or negative thoughts.
  • Like myself – feel that I’m ok the way I am.
  • Work again. I love my job and my co-workers, but my life and the sickness is not stable enough to manage a job right now.
  • Longboard and be pretty good at it.
  • Decorate our (as of right now non-existing) own apartment, downtown Uppsala.
  • Have trips planned and bought. Ex. Paris, Dublin, Berlin, and the States.
  • Be healthy and free from this stupid sickness. I hate you. Yes, Anorexia is something I truly HATE.


  • Reply Carly January 29, 2016 at 9:09 AM

    I hear you on wanting to be healthy and free. Still following along and thinking of you! xxx

    • Reply Lier March 28, 2016 at 9:12 AM

      Thank you, that touches my heart <3 Sorry for the late response..

  • Reply nicole January 31, 2016 at 8:55 AM

    Good morning lovey
    If I could do any if these things for you I would but sadly you’re the one that must fight (and win!) this battle. But I think you should start with the liking yourself. I’m sure that there are some things that you like about yourself. So stick a big paper on the wall and write them down – even if it’s just two or three. Every time something springs to mind – add it. Don’t dare writing any bad stuff – stuff you want to change down. That’s omnipresent in your mind anyway.
    And as for the trips. Once you have a teeeny weeeeny bit of energy book those flights to Ireland. I know you so you won’t have to pretend and “be strong”. You can cuddle the baby/cats/horses and watch DVD’s all day long. Ps you can bring that lovely wife of yours too xx

    • Reply Lier March 28, 2016 at 9:18 AM

      Sorry for the late response…That’s a really good idea and I will keep it in minde and perhaps start doing that soon…I can’t wait to come over to Ireland!!! I would do it in a heartbeat..unfortunately, Liz doesn’t have that many vacation days, and we’re going to the States this summer…But I truly hope, we’ll find a way to come and visit you guys!! Love <3

  • Reply Gesine February 1, 2016 at 11:35 AM

    And I wish for you that all of your dreams come true. All of them. You deserve it. xxx

    • Reply Lier March 28, 2016 at 9:11 AM

      Sorry for the very late response…however, thank you so much for your kind words! <3

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