it’s weird (but in a pretty good way SOMETIMES) to have two homes in two different worlds. well. i will probably call sweden and my parents’ home for “home-home” since i’ve grew up here and lived here for almost 20 years. then we have my other home, which i call “home”. it’s in the states and the apartment i share with my love. the problem in my world right now is that i have moved to the states and love my life there with my love but i have to be in sweden, i’m forced to (don’t have a visa right now). it’s screwed. i miss my “home” and don’t really feel like i want to be “home-home”. makes me a little bit sad. or i miss so much.
but
my love will come to sweden in 6 weeks and will stay for about 7 weeks before we go back “HOME”. i’m gonna visit a friend tomorrow i haven’t seen in 3 years. so i’m not gonna be “home-home” for two days. yay. been studying today – finished a paper. 5 points to me. y e a h. and i will read some so i don’t have to bring that many books on the bus tomorrow. my mouth hurts..or it’s my right side jaw (is that the correct word?). whatever. it hurts. have i been talking too much crap? maybe? probably been sleeping weird. as usual. i want to get spotify…but can’t. need an invitation? anyone? gotta read some blogs now and later on some school books. woo hoo. gosh, need to pack too. i’m busy now.
craziness.
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