the past few months

i haven’t really been active here lately (except the past few days or so), and i wrote a post in the beginning of july (link) telling you all that i’ve been busy with other things and that i’ll one day share my story. that day hasn’t come yet though, since i’m still in the middle of everything right now. what i can tell you is that i’m sick and i’ve been to the hospital for about three months. it’s been really tough and i was close to dying, BUT i’m alive and back home now and will continue being that.

in the midst of everything i’ve been able to do some fun things such as…

…spending a little time in the archipelago on my birthday in the end of may. 

…hugging my cousin when he graduated from high school

…celebrating midsummer with flowers in my hair

… just being in the archipelago with my love, family, relatives, and friends – people i love.

… and eating ice cream which i haven’t done in ages.
it was yummy and i might actually like it. cool.

it’s so important to focus on the positive things in your life. make sure to have good people around you, do what you like to do, take care of yourself, and the most important – breathe. it’s easier said than done many times, but it doesn’t have to be any “big” thing. i’m ok right now, getting help in other ways than staying/living in the hospital and trying to take care of myself and focus on positive things.

love.