It’s hard to find the words right now.

March 26, 2013

I’m so sad, so disappointed in myself, and feel so bad in general about everything..

I’m not good at all right now so we have had to cancel our upcoming trip to China. All I do is cry about that decision..but I’m not healthy enough. The goal right now is to not have to go to the hospital again. Gonna meet a doctor tomorrow, together with my main therapist, and we’re also gonna try to figure out a plan of how things are gonna be in the near future for me. Just wanted to let you all know…



  • Reply Erin March 26, 2013 at 4:02 PM

    Sending love and prayers your way. <3

    • Reply Lier March 27, 2013 at 6:51 AM

      Thanks so much for your support <3

  • Reply catherine March 26, 2013 at 6:02 PM

    <3 <3 <3
    Don't blame yourself. Be proud that you are taking the necessary steps to being healthy. Pet your kitty cat and snuggle under a blanket. Ease your mind. Things will get better.
    Saknar dig!

    • Reply Lier March 27, 2013 at 6:51 AM

      Saknar dig också <3 Jag hoppas verkligen att vi kan ses väldigt snart ändå (beroende på var du kommer att vara i höst, förstås). Vi kommer i alla fall att vara i USA 🙂 Thanks for all your support..I'm so so so sad we aren't coming. Truly. But you're right, things will get better, and the most important is to fight for getting back on track and being healthy. Love you. So much. <3

  • Reply CarlyBeth's Blog March 28, 2013 at 6:42 PM

    Praying for your strength and sending healing thoughts.

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