i got a package the other day.
package from the states
a remote for our nikon
..a fisheye lens!!
i’m excited and will hopefully take a trip downtown and the industrial landscape tomorrow and test it out. (depending on weather). a big thank you to my love. you’re amazing and i’m so thankful.
i have been to östersund for over a week..but it feels really good to be back in Norrköping now. think i’m more of a southern girl. or i’m not only thinking, i know i am. came back today, early afternoon and have been crazy busy the whole freaking time since then. done three loads of laundry. cleaned my room. sent a crap load of e-mails. set an appointment for my hair to be fixed. my friend (who’s a hairdresser) is an angel. have already warned her about my hair and that she’s probably gonna cry when she’s seing me on saturday. gaaah. anyway. i’ve gotten a package today. woo hoo! will show you tomorrow. hee hee.
now; two winter pics from östersund..
winter activities – the lake
some of the university buildings
it’s a crappy day today. just boring and feelings of loneliness. hate it. wanna feel crazy and happy. meh.
had a great weekend with reunion/b-day party. thanks everyone! i’m now in östersund and studying my last class before my final paper starts. gaaah. have been pretty productive today though so i shouldn’t feel that guilty watching some tv tonight. craving for chips too. meh. will see..thinking of going “home” to the apartment where i’m staying, leave some stuff and then go to the grocery store but it’s so freaking slippery everywhere so i’m about to fall on the hard ice all the freaking time. it’s ridiculous. oh, well. gonna leave school for sure now. have been here since 9:30 today. it’s more than 8 hours. 10 study points.
can’t believe it’s my last day at “work” tomorrow. i hate goodbyes..but gonna come back and visit and hopefully work (for real) some, every now and then if they need it. going to stockholm in the afternoon, see my friends n and c and then we’re all going to another city for a reunioun/b-day party and catch up with some other friends. can’t wait!!! haven’t really spent any longer time with them for freaking ever so it’s about time. mom is having her friends over tonight for dinner which means limited space in the house..meh, but yummy food in the “middle” of the week though. gonna finish packing since i don’t have that much time tomorrow after “work” and before my train leaves for stockholm. the guests will come soon, and i’m gonna pack. yep.
still trying to think positive. gaaah. fight. fight. fight. but it’s hard. thinking of going to bed and just breathe. wanna start to read a book..but i’m always feeling guilty when i should read a school book or something more related to school instead. don’t think i can be productive with a paper now anyway. hmm. i’m longing for summer and just relaxing time with my love. i can’t wait.
– three days left at “work”
– reunioun with the girls
– finish my last class
– start to write my final paper (and have my own schedule)
yes, i’m all about lists today. went to the grocery store with mom and dad earlier and just had to check out the international part of the store. i got really disappointed. not that much of american stuff in store. well, many of the shelves were empty. miss the states a lot today, but most of all my love. she’s my everything…love you. okidoki. bed is calling. i know it’s early.
– the sun is shining.
– have gotten some interesting information this morning, love to learn!
– got off earlier.
– my room is clean and i’ve clean sheets.
– gonna see some amazing friends during the coming weekend.
– i’m finishing my internship this week (sad, but it feels good to be done with it too so i can just focus on my last class and later on my final paper).
trying to focus on good stuff. yes. fight. fight. fight. gonna study some now.
over and out.
i had a lunch break downtown today and i ended up buying a black watch and a black/white striped scarf. it’s the kind without an end and i love it. love the watch too. have a yellow one already. you can find them here too (link). gonna go to the movies soon with my amazing cousin. mmm. cozy. hey all women too, it’s the international womens’ day today.
for spotify (link) and for youtube (link). salem, i like it a lot. thanks.
i got a bag my mom used to have (probably around the hippie period) and my dad has kept his old video camera in it. well, it was time for the camera to explore the world again (according to my dad) and the bag showed up from its hidden place. i showed them my doggie eyes and the bag is nowadays mine. woo hoo. 100 shopping points to me, and i didn’t even spend any money.