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i failed.

November 11, 2009

i’m home today and the rest of the week. hmpf. it SUCKS, big time..but i’m coughing too much. don’t think alot of people want to be around me.

the test

November 10, 2009

mom called me earlier today and told me to take a walk around the block a test to see if i can make tomorrow and start my internship. thought it was a good idea and got dressed (a little bit excited to wear “real” clothes for the first time since-i-don’t-know-when). many layers, scarf, hat, gloves, boots and so on…

gaaaaah, it’s FREEZING here in sweden! (haven’t been out that much since i came back from the states because i’ve been sick almost the whole freekin’ time). i was so cold the 6 min walk..and i was coughing my lungs out…oh, well. it felt like it. so i don’t know. did i pass or did i fail the test? can i make it tomorrow? i don’t know. gonna take the discussion with mom later on. cross your fingers. please.

i’m tired of being sick and i wanna live life.

now: fix some lunch and then write on my paper…

is life coming back?

November 9, 2009

i think so. have been sick since last wednesday and been sleeping ALOT since then too so i better be well very soon. but i can feel life is coming back to me again. phu. some pics that my love took the last day i was in the states. really fallish. mmm, but can’t wait for a cozy christmas. the best of them all.


November 6, 2009

no road trip for me with my family. i’m a wreck or really sick would be another way to put it (NOT swine flue as far as i know). can’t remember last time i was this sick. it sucks and i’m home alone too..i’m lucky and so thankful that my love is calling me every now and then to check on me though. thanks ♥.

just needed some time to complain. have moved downstairs and placed myself in front of the big tv and will watch some shows now. perhaps idol later on. gonna try to eat some too (haven’t been quite that successful on that area today..shame on me).

hope you’re all having a good friday night/day.

November 5, 2009

couldn’t come up with any good subtitle of this post. yeah. 5 inspiration points to me. it’s thursday and i am sitting here, listening to music, feeling emotional in many ways (amazingly happy, in love, sad, missing my love and so on and so on and so on). i should, as usual, write on my paper but have NO inspiration. i know i will get it done but i hate that it’s all gonna be so stressful (deadline is not until january). it’s grey out and snowing every now and then. i’m coughing big time and i hate it. so annyoing. anyway. going on a road trip tomorrow with ma, pa, sis and her kids tomorrow until sat. woo hoo. gonna be fun, interesting and i don’t know. haven’t done that for a long time. haven’t seen two of the three kids since august so it’s gonna be wonderful to hug them tomorrow. today is a day when i really miss being in the states with my love. the life i have there…it’s so different compare to here and it’s a process to get used to everything all over again and to be without my love. it’s hard. oh, well. gonna try to find some more articles i need for my paper. yeah.


November 4, 2009

our cat zola tried to talk to me yesterday on this pic.

back in sweden!

November 3, 2009

So I made it back to Sweden (hate to fly). Feels weird in many ways but good at the same time (just wish my love was here and Zola, our cat). Anyway..just a short note here right now. Brb.

bye usa and hey sweden.

October 31, 2009

The trees are changing color big time here which means that time is running and I have to leave the States (for this time). I can’t find words to describe how sad I am leaving my love here. At the same time I’m glad to see friends and family in Sweden. It’s all mixed. My soul is crying today and I’m letting myself feel that way. I belong together with my love and it’s unfair that the laws are separating us.

The departure from NC is tomorrow morning (Sunday) and I will arrive in Sweden early Monday morning.
So no updates until then..

my parents are here..

October 27, 2009

..and we started the trip to visit Raleigh. Did some shopping and then, the next day, went to atlantic beach = warm weather and sun, me like. A few pics from the first days for my parents here in NC:

My parents brought some candy = Lina is happy! 

Some shopping in Raleigh.

We went out on the boat the first evening at the beach.

They (probably the people who wanted to take a part of it) had a kite competition the next day. We checked it out.

A big wave came and we were in shock..hee hee.

Still in shock or trying to pose?

it’s a crazy thursday

October 22, 2009

Yes, it feels like it’s a mix of everything today. Going to a funeral and then later on we’re heading to Charlotte and the airport to pick up my parents! They’ve been to NYC for some days and are now gonna spend a week here in North Carolina. Woo hoo, I’m excited to show them around here!

We’re tonight heading to Raleigh and staying over the night. Perhaps gonna visit The State Fair during Friday and for sure some shopping at the big mall close to the hotel. YAY. I have, as you’ve seen (link link), a list of things I want to buy before I’m leaving the States. We’ll spend the weekend at the beach house and will head back to Asheville on Sunday for some days here. Yep, that’s how the plans are now.

Now: clean the apartment, finish the packing and take a shower.

By the way! The Swedish Lutheran Church voted today YES for homosexual people to get married in the church! Go Sweden!