2009

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Has been a really cozy Christmas Eve. Plenty of food and plenty of gifts later on. Now, some good time in front of the TV with brotha and my love. Me like! Hope your Christmas has been good so far! Love.

yesterday i woke up with a song i stuck in my head…”have yourself a merry little christmas” and it was bing crosby singing in my ears. today’s song was..”it’s the most wonderful time of the year”…optional artist. yeah. it’s christmas time.

i love it and the most wonderful part is that my love is here!  we’ve done alot of stuff the latest days:

– christmas service
– shopping
– restaurant visit
– christmas concert
– christmas tree shopping
– decorated the christmas tree
– decorated my parents’ home
– watched movies (at home and at the movies)

 have taken the flu shot today. hoping for the best..(i’m not gonna get sick).

i’m tryin’ to find my focus so i can study. doesn’t work out that amazingly good. hmpf.

gosh. the time is flying by (which i like in many ways – the most because my love is coming to sweden in less than 2 weeks). was in Östersund (a city in the northern part of Sweden – it takes about 45 min to fly from Stockholm, the capital of Sweden) thursday to friday – wrote a test and i’ve spent the weekend on two different family parties. phu. intense, fun and exhausting all at the same time.

 i’m doing my internship now, which i love and it’s gonna be a regular week now = wake up at 6am, be at “work” around 8am, off around 4pm, at my parents’ house around 5pm, eat and then study. yeah (or phu). but only about 8 “work days” left until christmas and new years break. gonna write in my internship journal now and then work on my paper while i’m listening to some christmas music. need to prepare some for sunday too (gonna sing solo then). yep, that’s my life right now.

i love this tme of the year.

my star is up and it’s the first of advent tomorrow – crazy, but awesome and so cozy! haven’t updated this blog that much lately and the reason is simple: i’m busy (as i told in the other post). BUT i’ll have my test in the end of next week (friday) and it will be a little bit more relaxing after next weekend = hopefully more updates here.

as you probably can understand through my non-existing updated blog, i’m pretty busy. gaaah. will i survive these coming 8 months? have started my internship (love it), studying for a test and writing papers. it’s like full time times at least 2. anyway. i’m not gonna get bored, for sure. but..

…i wanna live with my love. hate the distance and the time difference. hate it. just want to enjoy everyday life with the most important person in my life. but, one day..gonna study some more now and then go to bed early since i have to get up 05:45.

well…i’ve seen these walls now (non-stop) since last wednesday. yep. i’ve been sick over a week now. gaaaah. but i’m feeling way much better now and i’m fit for fight. the sad thing is that it feels like everyone are busy. hey, i wanna fika or do something..anyone? my goal is to go downtown tomorrow afternoon and hopefully have some fika. wish me luck. (i miss my life in the states big time now)

i’m home today and the rest of the week. hmpf. it SUCKS, big time..but i’m coughing too much. don’t think alot of people want to be around me.

mom called me earlier today and told me to take a walk around the block today..like a test to see if i can make tomorrow and start my internship. thought it was a good idea and got dressed (a little bit excited to wear “real” clothes for the first time since-i-don’t-know-when). many layers, scarf, hat, gloves, boots and so on…

gaaaaah, it’s FREEZING here in sweden! (haven’t been out that much since i came back from the states because i’ve been sick almost the whole freekin’ time). i was so cold the 6 min walk..and i was coughing my lungs out…oh, well. it felt like it. so i don’t know. did i pass or did i fail the test? can i make it tomorrow? i don’t know. gonna take the discussion with mom later on. cross your fingers. please.

i’m tired of being sick and i wanna live life.

now: fix some lunch and then write on my paper…

no road trip for me with my family. i’m a wreck or really sick would be another way to put it (NOT swine flue as far as i know). can’t remember last time i was this sick. it sucks and i’m home alone too..i’m lucky and so thankful that my love is calling me every now and then to check on me though. thanks ♥.

just needed some time to complain. have moved downstairs and placed myself in front of the big tv and will watch some shows now. perhaps idol later on. gonna try to eat some too (haven’t been quite that successful on that area today..shame on me).

hope you’re all having a good friday night/day.

our cat zola tried to talk to me yesterday on msn..love this pic.

So I made it back to Sweden (hate to fly). Feels weird in many ways but good at the same time (just wish my love was here and Zola, our cat). Anyway..just a short note here right now. Brb.