Liz and I are having a really relaxed Easter weekend with just the two of us. I’m actually gonna spend some time with school stuff since I have plenty to do for this last coming week in school, and then with finals the week after. I’m in the very end of my first school year now. Woo hoo! I have so much to share with you all, but no time right now to really blog. But I will try to update you on our exciting plans in the near future, along with some great things we’ve done in the past weeks, as soon as I’m on summer break. So as of right now, I wish you all a great weekend, and Easter!
I will always remember April 12th, 2013. It was the day I was admitted to the hospital for a second time because of my eating disorder, Anorexia Nervosa. The professionals wanted to prevent me getting even deeper into the Anorexia again, since my goal was to move to the States, and start studying in August the same year. Just a few months away. This was my chance to get professional help 24/7 again, and I took it.
I stayed at the hospital for about 1.5 months that time, and all together I’ve been to the hospital for almost 5 months the past two springs (spring 2012 and 2013). The first time, May, 2012, was the worst, but more about that in another post.
Every day was a fight, and in between meals/resting times, I entertained myself by solving hundreds of sudokos, did puzzles consisting of thousands of pieces, and watched TV-series… I had so many Anorexic thoughts though, and was stuck in a really sick way of living which forced me to cancel a trip to China, celebrate another birthday at the hospital, and miss the spring and early summer arrival, because I was too focused on sick things instead of seeing and being aware of the surroundings and life in general.
I would not been able to have gone through this whole process without some special people in my life – Liz, my amazing wife, supportive J & S at the clinic who totally believed in me and my dreams, M – an amazing nurse/massage therapist, and S – another amazing nurse! I’m so deeply thankful for all what you’ve done to me, in order to help myself recover ♥
Today, I’m thinking of how my life was only one year ago. It has been (and still is sometimes) a fight, but my life today is soooo different than just a year ago. I’m living in the States and studying New Media – a dream of mine, and the most important, I’m happy, and healthy.
I know several friends and people around me who still suffer pretty bad from an eating disorder, and I want you to all know; If I did it, you can do it! It’s a really hard road to take, but it’s so worth it. Don’t give up, keep fighting!
Sending you strength and happy thoughts ♥
Liz and I decided to do a makeover of our balcony last Saturday.
Realized when I was going to write this post, that we were lacking photos of the balcony before the makeover..so the two above are pretty much what I have. However, we had two red chairs, a rug, and a rectangular, metal table.
The chairs got cushions and we bought a stool which can be an additional seat as well. We added some plants for a little greenery, and bought a bistro table and two chairs, which is perfect for all the meals we’re gonna eat out there once it gets a tiny bit warmer. We ate our premiere dinner and drank some wine, after we finished decorating it. Do I have to say we love our balcony?
(credit to Liz for the majority of the pictures)